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[30 Nov 2006|08:30pm] |
What would you do if.....
SIKE
fuck that shit
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[02 Nov 2006|10:33pm] |
It doesn't hurt me.
You want to feel, how it feels?
You want to know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You want to hear about the deal I'm making.
You, you and me.
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware I'm tearing you asunder.
there's a thunder in our hearts, baby.
so much hate for the ones we love?
Tell me, we both matter, don't we?
You, you and me.
you and me, won't be unhappy.
And if I only could,
make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building,
if I only could, oh...
"Come on, baby, c'mon c'mon darling,
Let me steal this moment from you now.
Come on, angel, c'mon, c'mon, darling,
Let's exchange the experience"
oh...
And if I only could,
make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
(with)No problems.
And if I only could,
make a deal with God,
And I'd get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
' No problems.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
If I only could, be running up that hill.
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[05 Oct 2006|03:03pm] |
It's really good to hear that everyone is having a wonderful life
and that wasn't sarcasm
but for me
I'm grounded for being a pot head
my dad's heart problems may be fatal
my parents think I'm a failure
I'm jobless
I don't have a cell phone anymore
everyone of my close friends has a girlfriend/boyfriend and I don't, so that kinda sucks
but oh well all of this is my fault so I'm not going to let it bring me down
but everybody should call my cell and leave me a voicemail so I can listen to it when I get it back
and everybody should come to my house and stop by to visit me cause I'm grounded "forever"
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[22 Aug 2006|03:47am] |
Monday.
Stay indoors.
Tuesday.
Wish you'd call.
Wednesday.
I'll be fine without you.
Thursday.
I would call.
And on friday.
Regret it all.
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[21 Aug 2006|10:15pm] |
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I miss one of my friends but they doesn't seem to notice I'm thinking of them always
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[17 Aug 2006|02:02am] |
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
i mean everythings in me
when you dress up in black
when you let them attack
when you close your eyes to all thats bright.
no no nothings here
no no nothings here no
through go through it all
i'll lead you through it all
went through it once of course i can't recall.
i can't recall when i
i can't recall where i
i can't recall how to sew this mess
so through this you will go
and read through all alone
theres noone better no thing than you
theres noone better no thing better than you
theres noone better no thing
its you, you, you.
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[15 Aug 2006|03:23am] |
Today has been really boring
The highlights were showering and baking cookies
I watched Zorro for a little bit
Last night was ok, everybody was at dustins
No one really stayed up as planned
The show was ok, I like Saosin
Tomorrow I think I'm getting new pants and a hat for school
Then going to the Dentist
Then visiting Shelby :)
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[05 Jul 2006|04:21am] |
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I LOVE MY LIFE!!
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[12 Jun 2006|06:01pm] |
My home shrinking in the distance
I'm leaving but I'll return
(It's just my time to leave. It's not the time to cry. Did you think before we got it?)
Every time you breath I hope you think of me
Those are the words you told me, told me
No question why I have to leave
One reason, only for a dream
(I think its time to leave) (I think of what I'll see)
This moment feels like destiny
Won't you tell me, tell me?
(I want to tell you why. Won't you tell me, tell me?)
You want me to always remember
I promise I always will
You'll watch and you'll wait for my return
I promise I'm coming home
For all the lonely nights when your not feeling alive
Look towards a midnight sky and wait for sunrise
This is the life we live the only one that we know
It seems to never end, never end.
You want me to always remember
I promise I always will
You'll watch and you'll wait for my return
I promise I'm coming home.
You know that I can't resist this
I destine for roads unknown
(It's not the time to grieve. It's not the last good bye. Did you think before we go it?)
Every time you breath I hope you think of me
Those are the words you told me, told me
So when will it end?
When will it end?
When will it end?
Sometimes I don't know where I am, where I'll be
Feels like I'm so far, far away, far away from home
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[08 Jun 2006|03:35am] |
Every attempt to…
Is filled with holes.
Reads like a polygraph I’m told.
I’m not bitter anyway.
Let it go.
I never sleep still
Lest I forget.
Tied down by handicaps instead.
I’m not bitter anyway,
But I didn’t want it to turn out this way.
Sing a long goodnight,
Forfeit any fight.
Refuse to rest assured.
It comes with no reply.
Hold on too tight.
I hang on every word.
If it all ended tonight,
You know that I wouldn’t mind.
Back to the good old times
Before it won.
If it all ended tonight,
You know that I wouldn’t mind.
Back to the good old times
Before it won.
Sing a long goodnight,
Forfeit any fight.
Refuse to rest assured.
It comes with no reply.
Hold on too tight.
I hang on every word.
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[27 May 2006|04:55pm] |
last night we played really well
it was sweaty as hell
and they call that a church
it was hot as hell down there
I mean come on how does that work?
mike and jason talked to me after the show
said that they would record if gino and mario don't pull through
they also want us to play at the madhatter and parkland
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[25 May 2006|12:08am] |
Polar opposites don't push away
It's the same on the weekends as the rest of the days
And I know I should go but I'll probably stay
And that's all you can do about some things
I'm trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away
Two one eyed dogs, they're looking at stereos
Hi-fi Gods try so hard to make their cars low to the ground
These vibrations oil its teeth
Primer gray is the color when you're done dying
I'm trying to drink away the part of the day
That I cannot sleep away
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[24 May 2006|03:33pm] |
Eating snow flakes with plastic forks
And a paper plate of course, you think of everything
Short love with a long divorce
And a couple of kids of course
They don't mean anything
Live in trailers with no class
goddamn I hope I can pass high school means nothing
Taking heartache with hard work
Goddamn I am such a jerk, I can't do anything
And I shout that you're all fakes
And you should have seen the look on your face
And I guess that's what it takes
When comparing your bellyaches
And it's been a long time
Which agrees with this watch of mine
And I guess that I miss you, and I'm sorry
if I dissed you
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[18 May 2006|02:57pm] |
I want to blow fire out of my mouth so I can feel like a dragon
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[18 May 2006|02:55pm] |
And all the time
I tried
To let you know
Discomfort comes clearly
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[17 May 2006|07:14am] |
i'm still sick
i don't want to go to school
but we have band practice today
ps I'm sorry for last night but I doubt that you are.
you seem like you don't want me around and that's ok
I'd really like if we talked in person though..
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[15 May 2006|10:02pm] |
stayed home today
did nothing
took some myspace pics
did nothing
made this journal
did nothing
talked to nik
said he was coming to visit us again soon
he's cool
did nothing
I need a haircut real bad in the back
sean bought speakers for his PA for $600 and they are huge, I can't wait to have practice with them
idk if I'm allowed out that much this week so everybody call me :(
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